:) Seeking for a better Life

Sunday, January 31, 2010

bad news ; my mum's not goin to bring me go hair salon :(

good news ; my sis said that my hair now is better then before (:

er .. LOL ?

tomorrow goin to pin up my hair T________T

-maybe gonna pin for dunno how long

haih , ma fan-nya alui

- plus , my contact lens expired T.T

still not yet buy . aiyo~

-tomorrow got rumah . tired lah Z_Z

-homework ? now its been nearly 1015 .

ALOT of homework havent done . just ask my fren got wat homework ++

LAastly , conclusion : T___________________________T i m dieing.

♥ 5:50 AM

Friday, January 29, 2010

today , 29/1/10

Cik GOH cut my hair .

FFF....FF!!!....wt FISH :)

my class me n pt kena nia .

i bet she noticed us for a long time

i didn realized GOH walk pass the back door .

T_________________T

sui dao ... BooHooHoo.

she called us went out th class .

lol then ciak! my hair is gone !

damn ! she cut such big piece man

i didn cried in front of her , n i wont

alah , also didn cry at home lar zz

my classmate some said its just the same , some said changes alot .

ya it seems changes alot from side view ==

my hair

T_________________________T

nice teacher , she is :P crazy

______________________________________________

after school , i stayed back in school for training

aha ! THE ONLY ONE was there too ,

sitting there , alone . watching some other guys playing basketball.

THE ONE 's cute :)) zZz .

just . ignore me LOL

i was so not concentrate , because of my hair T.T

usually i did pinn up the middle part of my hair n leave th two sides down for trainin.

now , got cut . i had no SIDEs hair to leave it down , terpaksa the middle part put infront lar

running , all flying up . damn FUNNY zz

walau eh !! ):

SOBs.

i m not regret . i hate CIK GOH

plus , my running speed decrease , ALOT

D: sad

i MUST often go for practice startin today !!! . but im lazy lah zZz

after trainin for some time .

my training fren n THE ONE played basketball .

damn i dun wan play . stand there like 花棚. they said wan -- lol 摆美 ?

xia sui nya ==

THE ONE keep throw 三分球 . OMG xDDDD OMGOMGOMGOMG

帅 dao lar

ignore .. ignore me

i remember all the 画面 when the ONE shoot the hoop . xD

opps

i m still so damn sad for precious hair . its priceless to me. ):

cik goh never give me any amaran or even said me before .

straight CUT MY HAIR

shit .

I S M Y

♥ 3:00 AM

Saturday, January 23, 2010

i've been watching Boys Over Flowers drama

damn , niceee :D

especially the F4 . 2 of them r charmingg X u X

another 1 , is KIM BUM . now i only noe HE, is KIM BUM .

HEs kinda CUTE

aw~❤

n ofcause , HAWWTT !! ;P

LMAO , no wonder some of my frens adore/like/love him so muchh

he's 23 years old now if not mistaken .

sadly . his bdate not same as mine

AHAHA :)

next ;

Kim Hyun Joong is my favourite .

he was the leader of SS501 ? o.O ehh

he s emo guy in th show

i love his eyes xDD in the show . look so cold-blooded.but attractive eh lol

y is this pic so damn small --

Hiii , Kim Hyun Joong ! you re so damn charming . am attracted to u :)))

lol but he had plastic surgery before ? watever , hes still cute

NEXT ; Ku Hye Sun

shes not actually leng in the drama ,mayb cause of her hairstyle or th makeup.

but shes cute haha :) i like her

sweet (:

♥ 5:11 AM

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Heaven Can Wait ❤

Here's a song for the nights

i think too much and

here's a song when i imagine us together

here's a song for when we talk too much

and i forget my words

heaven can wait up high in the sky

it's you and i

heaven can wait deep down in your eyes

i'm yours tonight

lay your heart next to mine

i feel so alive

tell me you want me to stay, forever

'cause heaven can wait

here's a song for the one who stole my heart

and ran so far, that cupid couldn't catch her

here's a song for the kid who aims so high

he shot her down

heaven can wait up high in the sky

it's you and i

heaven can wait deep down in your eyes

i'm yours tonight

lay your heart next to mine

i feel so alive

tell me you want me to stay forever

'cause heaven can wait

here's a song for the nights i drink too much

and spill my words

heaven can wait up high in the sky

it's you and i

heaven can wait deep down in your eyes

i'm yours tonight

lay your heart next to mine

i feel so alive

tell me you want me to stay,

forever cause heaven can wait

cause heaven can wait

nice song XDD

♥ 3:00 AM

Saturday, January 16, 2010

back from camp .

the camp was ...

SIEN T____________________T

wth ? y did i go

*bang the wall * SOBS

morning reach at 7.30 ? wahaha

saw feeesh . bayyee . chun xue? at pondok :)

then talk , n wait for other ppl

decided not to wait . walk to dataran .

wah alot of ppl man zzz

mostly like form 1 & 2 ?

i was like "omg !!?" y 3 ,4,5 so less ppl came wan o.O

my class geh k.kebersihan didnt went there . lucky him z

first - speeeeech !

Pn sally made us exercise ; zZz thank you we're so damn awake to hear u speak rite now Z.Z

lol . then , they divide all ppl into small group.

then , LUNCH TIME .

me . feesh .by .px

we open th "bao li long" zzz which makes me think of zzzz

the food was okay to me . cincai lar

lol but they dun like it so much o.O lol

eat eat eat then go up to the hall agn

then play ? something interesting which i dunno how to say.

then kj went back home cause its tooo borin i think lol

left me .zz kns

but at last our group won the first !! xDD but sadly i didn went up the stage n took photo together .

cause weird . i noe nobody in my group . =.="

SIEN DAO ..JIU SHI LIAO

haih .

after back still nid went for tuition zzzz

i keep zZZZZZZzzz . teacher in front !!

aiyo ~

i havent bath till now , :X

♥ 2:27 AM

Friday, January 15, 2010

today PMD

pei ting actually dun wan to go school de ,

but i teh teh her , said alot of touching things

aHA , she changed her mind

thank her so muuuuuch !

in school , first period .. second period we talk very less .

she like regret came to school ?o.O

then later after recess . go dataran cause got ceramah

oops , she lagi regret .

T_________________________T

then cause ketua n pnolong nid go do things .

so i throw her alone in dataran ? n went do things

i ' m soooooooo 惭愧

at first im th one who call her go n needed her to go

but when ceramah , i didn accompany her

then before 1.00 i went back dataran take my bag .

she like not so happY ++ "

Pei ting , sry omg

next time i wont keep call you go school to company me but at last i cant be there agn

♥ 1:51 AM

不敢再去想，

再想，心就会有一个洞

也不想再看下去，听下去

这全是种煎熬

残忍的煎熬

____________________________________________

听见他这么一说，

我觉得很高兴

他，的处境也和我一样

只是，他比我还要坚强，还要快乐

也许他不如我的更可怕 , 不如我的更残酷

说真的，我的想法跟他以样

跟他，也许会比较开心

永远的朋友 :)

♥ 1:08 AM

Sunday, January 10, 2010

10-01-10

tomorrow gonna start th 2nd week ;

study study study ):

less time to sleep . HAIH

stressful with all th homework n tuition n teachers n morning classes ):

i hate 2010

天空什麼時候會放晴..

；

他认为他很了解我，

错到离谱！

请你不要乱猜测

迟早会有伤痕的！

♥ 6:21 AM

Friday, January 8, 2010

Funny things happened in school today xD

chinese teacher call us to write a 周记

then behind me de no idea how write ,

then i teach him

but my chinese fail lar x.x lol

he ask : write like this like that can ma ?

lol then ,

i said : 可以啦，ANY 字都 FCK 下去 !

...

they start keep laugh laugh laugh ! -________________- me too lah

pei ting also T__________T

LOL i wan say 放下去

LMAO oh shit

manatau talk too fast then . alah

alui . then 马上， kaunseling teacher find class de monitors .

then he called me go .

惨咯，老师懂我骂F了 ! 将快就懂了，要骂我了 zzz

actually is other thing teacher call us

HAHAHA ! :)

went kaunseling room . dunno y . form 3 monitors ?

got a teacher said we all moni must go for a camp on o.O when i forget d

for wat ah , teach how to be a monitor o.O ? zZz

1 day camp ? or more ?

HAIH .

♥ 3:44 AM

first week woke up early morning . go school

zZz

5.25 am everyday

wan die liao -__________________-

in class , GEO n SJ teacher keep 念 zZz

walau eh !

i keep omg my eyes wan close d

very very torture wan sleep but must keep seeing teacher 念念念

T_______________________________T

that day somebody told somebody something .

.____________________.

to be strong is wat left to do

♥ 3:02 AM

Saturday, January 2, 2010

yesterday nite dad came back .

AHA , today morning my mum che thai ji agn la .

scold ppl is her LIKES i think , walau eh .

my dad outside

*dads name*! 进来！我要跟你讲话！

she start with sentence like this ,

my dad stared at her o.o

okay , start argued agn , shit them

ahaha , here comes superman! :D my gor actually

wah , crazy show man . here scold scold , there cried cried .

here act gangsterism . haih , my parents ):

my gor helped to solve prob between them , but they keep shout at each other .

still said wat divorce ????

shit thing just happened

++ looks like family breakdown?

i was DOWN ):

♥ 9:55 PM

too sien zzz

-I prefer

1. pizza OR burger
Pizza
2. mint OR vanilla
vanilla
3. white rose OR red rose
RED
4. laksa OR tomyam
tomyam
5. meehun OR mee
Mee
6. Mc'd OR burger king
Mc'd
7. Sony Vaio OR HP
HP
8. Sony Ericsson OR Nokia
Sony ericsson
9. number pad OR touch screen
Both
10. Long hair OR short hair
long hair
11. Long fringe OR no fringe
cincai
12. Shoes OR clothes
Both
13. Swimming OR yoga
-- running
14. skirt OR shorts
both
15. mature OR cute (gf/bf)
cincai zz
16. smarter than you OR stupider than you (gf/bf)
both needed
17. understanding OR romantic (gf/bf)
bothzz
18. Korean OR Japanese
korean
19. Cute OR Cool
cincai
20. Ice cream OR ABC
Ice Cream!!

21. Chicken soup OR mushroom soup
pudding la
22. French Fries OR nuggets
cincai
23. Sushi OR KFC
SUshi
24. home OR school
school
25. white OR pink
white
26. Primary school OR secondary school
secondary school
27. teach people or learn from people
cincai
28. 160cm OR 180cm
180cm s too tall , not 160 too
29. chocolate OR sweet
marshmallow
30. Movie OR karaoke
cincai
31. singing OR dancing
cincai
32. Mask sheet OR wash-off mask
cincai
33. Face OR body (boy)
zz ?
34. laptop OR desktop
desktop
35. Windows XP OR Windows Vista OR Windows 7
vista
36. Badminton OR volleyball
badminton
37. Winter OR Summer
winter
38. sport shoes OR flip flops
flip flops :D
39. Whitening Range OR Water balancing range (skin care)
zzz
40. korean songs OR chinese songs OR English songs
eng song

anyone who read this :D
EHEHEHEHEHE ❤

♥ 9:34 PM

Fireflies ♥

You would not believe your eyes

If ten million fireflies

Lit up the world as I fell asleep

'Cause they'd fill the open air

And leave teardrops everywhere

You'd think me rude

But I would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe

That planet Earth turns slowly

It's hard to say that I'd rather stay

Awake when I'm asleep

'Cause everything is never as it seems

'Cause I'd get a thousand hugs

From ten thousand lightning bugs

As they tried to teach me how to dance

A foxtrot above my head

A sock hop beneath my bed

A disco ball is just hanging by a thread

I'd like to make myself believe

That planet Earth turns slowly

It's hard to say that I'd rather stay

Awake when I'm asleep

'Cause everything is never as it seems

When I fall asleep

Leave my door open just a crack

(Please take me away from here)

'Cause I feel like such an insomniac

(Please take me away from here)

Why do I tire of counting sheep

(Please take me away from here)

When I'm far too tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies

I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes

I got misty eyes as they said farewell

But I'll know where several are

If my dreams get real bizarre

'Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe

That planet Earth turns slowly

It's hard to say that I'd rather stay

Awake when I'm asleep

'Cause everything is never as it seems

When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe

That planet Earth turns slowly

It's hard to say that I'd rather stay

Awake when I'm asleep

'Cause everything is never as it seems

When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe

That planet earth turns slowly

It's hard to say that I'd rather stay

Awake when I'm asleep

Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

♥ 1:54 AM

Friday, January 1, 2010

SHIT @)!) !!!!!!

first day 1 of january .

my cousin came my house , then ntg to do . so went KL

my dad , mum me n sis went together with 2 cousin .

okay , first went petaling street . lalaa :D kinda sien ntg to buy .

then go th pasar seni . insidde de decoration niceee :D so damn pretty oh-my-g

all seni thing . woah ~~

after that we planned go Sungei Wang . but because of traffic jam D:

my dad is that kind "stuck in traffic jam will die" de ppl. so he straight U-turn back to Klang .

shit . my mum damn frustrated ! me too --

REACH MY HOUSE

-then dunno something happen between my parents .

start to scold each other .

then start FIGHT .

ppl's parents seldom fight , but mine zzz

WAR

alot of things happen . me & my sis just can sit there n cried

xiasui-nya

arghhh ! shit shit ntg to say. tuntasnya , aku punya rumah sangat sangat ... z

kerusi yang dibuat oleh plastic or even kayu can be say all patah man .

n the cup made of glass ? broke

yesterday nite . my dad 离家出走 , went ahma house

. LMAO ?

today still havent come back

2010 1 stJanuary

♥ 9:54 PM